A 15-year-old rejected me

Back to the recent Thursday, I had a conversation with a 15-year-old, Farhan.

He told me that he has gotten suspended from being at the hostel for a week and yep I did ask why (even though I've already known the reason, just checking if you lie! haha!)

*A little reminder: the conversation went in Malay but I'm translating

"Why have you gotten suspended?"

He muted for a few seconds and said, "A bully case."

I knew he was lying. "Come on, tell me the truth."

And so he did. (Let me not tell you the real reason. He's naughty but he's kind!!)

And right after he did, I told him that he's not a husband material then.

What do you expect his reaction would be?

"No. I don't want you."


Yes, I entertained cause I assume them as siblings-different-blood so I ended with, "How could you rejected me, dude!"

And his laug…

Life After SPM: Social skill & I doubled my career

How to feel the time? WRITE.

At least that is the ultimate measure that keeps memories alive other than PICTURES. And, that's what I'm doing! Hoping that someday I'll look back and see how much I've done.

It's already May 2017 and that means, I've been working here for about 1 month and a half and it's gotta be 2 months and a half once it's June (Awhh it's gonna be June soon - it's my month!! haha). By the way, if you haven't read my update regarding my first job, how I managed to get it and all, do click here.

Truth to be told, my first impression when I came here was that I'll never be able to get along with anyone here. Gotta admit that I was kinda lack of social skills and everything (I was just sociable behind every icon I hold on socmed) - the main reason why I didn't believe how did I get here but this is getting MORE EXTREMELY EXCITING. Because of the fact now: I successfully did it. Yes, I got along with the vast majority. W…

Life After SPM: Gettin' my first job ever!

Hi! It has been quite long since I kept my blog updated and if you're wondering why, there goes the reason, right on the title of this post. Yup, I'm a busy bee lately! =p

I remember the excitement of getting through my high school years when it finally came to the last paper of SPM on that day and all I was thinking was to get myself hectic as much as I can so that I won't be wasting my break before enrolling into university.

So right after a few weeks, I began to get myself a job placement somewhere for a while to earn some new experiences, to gain some new piece of knowledge and probably to aggrandize my circle. I did go and ask if there was any job vacancies for a spm leaver at a few stores encompassing this one where I tried my luck thrice including calling the office from home just to assure that I'd probably get a place there. Pathetic was them answering me with a "NO" for everytime I asked. 💔💢 So, I just began to lose interest in locating for job p…

Tricky Cut Out Tutorial!

Guys!! finally I made it!



You know I've really been longing to update this tutorial which associated to my previous cut out editing. To be honest, the original editing I was using was a complete more complicated than what I've jumped into today like yayyy I made it kut!! Hehe, gimme chance to at least cheer for myself please. Ah anyway, this is a combination of steps which I just discovered, like they exist in some other's tutorials but their ways are seperated though. So yeah basically, I'm just re-producing it in my own version and I hope it will help! <33

You can see the flaws there but you may touch up a bit and render it look like...i dunno, use your creativity juices. =p


p/s: May I fangirl over Vivy's husband that I find him cute sometimes? #no #donttellvivy

Skincare that will render you fall in love, because I've fallen for it

You must be one of those sophisticated girls, loaded with just so many skin care awareness and pieces of knowledge. I ain't going to share skincare tips or anything but this will be regarding a skincare brand that will surely render you fall in love because I've fallen for it. It really did the job on my skin! 💕

If you know me personally since the past few years, you know how sensitive and worse my skin was. With kinda dark skin tone (it's not dark actually it's like kelabu asap you know), pimples here and there, hella redness till I ever got a very sarcastic question, "Sya, pakai blusher eh?" You think you funny hm making fun of people? 😒

And there were some makciks telling me my face was getting worse and whatnots until I saw her daughter was having the same skin problem with me, there you go, what you give you gotta get back. But no, I didn't hold any grudges towards her and her family, it's not worth it anyway.  Plus, her daughter that I mention…

Am I really The Mediator? -- Personality Test

Peace be upon you. Before anything else, who else in the world shares this "mediator" personality, gimme high 5! I'm so gonna know you deeper, I love like-minded people haha <3

Psssst, too, we're sharing the same personality with William Shakespeare. Nothing really to be proud of actually -- i dont even know him well.

*The graphic design omg so flawless <3* Frankly speaking, I've done this test for about few times before and guess those were just incorrect because I think I was so hypocrite answering those voraciously wanting to be what I wanted, yet not what I was. Bhahaha how true that I think I am too idealist..

Yet this time, I read those what they describe me for me with sparkle eyes for how true they are & how hard for me all this while to sum up myself in just 2 words -- the mediator lol.

However, let those descriptions remain as what they are and me as still me. I dont wanna take things like these so serious.

And if you're interested in kno…